I don’t understand. How is it that easy to drop me like I was never anything to you? This always happens and it hurts worse each time. This is different though, we were friends, best friends, for more than two years. I just, I don’t know how to not be upset. I can’t stop crying, but it doesn’t even matter. Why do I never matter?I hate losing people I hate it so much. I hate feeling all whiny like I do now and I hate bawling my eyes out. Can I just give up now?